While the three of us are left and stuck in this life that is a never ending black hole. There isn't a day that goes by there aren't tears streaming down my
face, because they fall faster than I can even wipe. We have been left with the what is like a constant tornado in us. Our minds in a swirling, black chaos full of endless pain and wonder. We remember you daily, but remembering is not enough at this point and
I don't know that it will ever be. I don't even see a minuet tiny inkling of a path leading there. Your room and bed are a permanent place for me to feel close to you, The thousands of fibers I am able to grasp. Hugging your pillow, covering with your blanket, being able to smell your smell, that smell I am TERRIFIED to lose. I am grateful for the idea of having your T-Shirts made into a quilt for me. I picked ones that meant something to you and that means, the big piece of your pieces means even more to me. When I am not visiting your room and I am numb and I am in a blank stare gazing at all your being on top of the T.V. I will still have something extra special to hold tight to, hug and to connect me to you.
There is love still that surrounds me .
WE LOVE U TREV.
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