There is a empty spot in the family room today, missing the Rodgers jersey with your bold personality full of comments, laughs, and humor.
Today is opening day for Packers. You would be so jacked up, complaining how there aren't enough games going on at once, bringing your TV out and hooking it up next to the other one for you and your dad to watch, using your red zone so the important parts are front and center. You both talking shit to each other or screaming at the games, calling players all kinds of names, discussing your fantasy football teams, points and shit talking other fantasy players. I have so much pain and it breaks my heart to the ends of the earth, I can't even explain how extremely sad I am for your dad as I watch him sit so somber in his chair. Me knowing this morning he couldn't contain his tears as I could barely hold him tight enough while he cried. It is not fair that he cannot get jacked up with you talk sit and cause all kinds of loud chaos with you. It is not fair that he can't enjoy an ounce of the excitement of the game, won't ever be able to enjoy this day like he did before, because you aren't here with him.
loving you.
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