YOUR little BROTHER

 
 
 
TREVOR, 
Do you know your Brother talks to you?
Do you know that your Brother visits your room?
Do you know that your Brother lays in your bed?
Do you know your Brother has to go to Therapy?
Do you know that your Brother misses your Teasing?
Do you know that your Brother misses your comment of " U wanta see something cool? when you mooned him?
Do you know that your Brother hates that he isn't bothered by your sarcastic remarks?
Do you know your Brother would take back all his shut ups?
Do you know that would welcome all your antagonizing?
Do you know that your Brother doesn't like to mention you in fear of upsetting me?
Do you know that your Brother wants to start Golfing this Spring?
Do you know that your Brother doesn't have his golf partner?
Do you know your Brother DREADS the days because he knows you are not here?
Do you know your Brother wears some of your shirts?
Do you know that your Brother has pictures of the two of you in his room?
Do you know that your Brother Remembers you playing POKE MON?
Do you know your Brother remembers trips we took?
Do you know your Brother remembers Disney shows , Sea World rainy day, Indian Rocks Beach when you would push him around on the beach.
Do you know your Brother still laughs when you lost our Keys to our Condo in Florida on one of our trips.
Do you know that Your brother still laughs at your drunken stupper pee in the bed MAKE OUT WITH A NEWLY MARRIED WOMAN incident in Punta Cana, swimming in the middle of the ocean with the sharks, Zip lining when the zip line guy called you a loser. LOL
Do you know your Brother has to pass your empty room everyday?
Do you know your Brother is sad?
Do you know that your Brother is doing great in school?
Do you know that your Brother is doing awesome being a Aid for Oak Creek Police Dept?
Do you know that your Brother is trying to make a difference, he plans to make a difference?
Do you know that you would be EXTREMELY PROUD of your little Brother in the life decisions he is making.
Do you know that he would take you back in a millisecond?
Do you know that your Brother lays around for days, he says its because he is so tired.
Do you know THAT IS NOT WHY? HES BROKEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THAT IS WHY.
DO YOU KNOW HE CRYS, HE CRYS TREVOR.................

DO YOU KNOW HE WOULD TAKE BACK ALL THE TIMES YOU WOULD ANTAGONIZE HIM AND HE WOULD PUSH YOU AWAY YOUR HUGS, AND KISSES INSTEAD SAYING EWWW GROSS.

***DO YOU KNOW THERE ARE A GAZILLION MORE THINGS I COULD MENTION??????

YOU WERE HIS OTHER HALF TREV, THE PERSON WHO WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE FOR HIS LITTLE BROTHER TO SHARE ALL KINDS OF STUFF, 1ST CONCERT, HOLIDAYS,BIRTHDAYS, FAIRS, SECRETS, HANGING OUT, MAKING FUN OF DAD, LAUGH, GIGGLE, MAKE JOKES, SHARE FRIENDS, MOVIE COMMENTS, WATCHING TV, ALL YOUR ANTICS.
HIS OTHER HALF YOU IS ALL HE KNEW HE IS NOT SUPPOSED TO NOT KNOW HOW IT WITHOUT YOU.

DO YOU KNOW TREVOR????
DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR POOR LITTLE BROTHER THINKS, HOW HURT HE IS, HOW SHATTERED HIS HEART IS, HOW HE HAS QUESTIONS THAT HE WILL NE VER HAVE ANSWERS TO, HOW HE WONDERS WHY??????????????
WHY YOU DID THIS
WHY YOU DIDNT SHARE
WHY YOU ARE DEAD
HOW THIS COULD HAPPEN?
DO YOU KNOW THAT YOUR BROTHER IS LOST WITHOUT YOU?
I'M SO ANGRY YOU, YOU HAVE LEFT US BUT HAVE LEFT YOUR LITTLE BROTHER AND HE HAS TO LIVE THE REST OF HIS LIFE WITHOUT.
EVEN THOUGH IM MAD,I STILL LOVE YOU AND STILL WANT YOU BACK,  RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRS
SCREAMING I WANT YOU BACK