#2 Belief's ?????

                  I have to strongly believe your spirit is out there...... Not up in heaven, not in some magical place, but in the universe somewhere...... I have to believe because you came thru to Aim thru that Median. The things she said to Aim were so spot on, things she could of never known. some of the reading was so upsetting but I am glad she shared it all, because it makes things so much more clear.

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So this is the email Aim sent to me. this was 8-6-2015 so 39 days from the day you died to the reading 1 month fro your funeral

So I set up a group Medium session yesterday for my Women’s Network at GE last night.  There was approximately 15 people in attendance.  She probably got to about 10 of us.  I did not expect her to get to me, in fact, I told her to not worry about me and to focus on all the others in the group session as I had set it up and didn’t want to take up time that could’ve went to another group member.  So she was there from 6 to 7:30ish.  It got to be 7:20 and I thought, well she’s not going to get to me, which is fine.  Then the last spirit energy came through…and here is what she said:

 

·         I’m getting a young male who has recently passed unexpectedly

·         She said he keeps telling me, “I just wanted to see what would happen.  I F’ed up.  I didn’t mean for this to happen.”

·         She said he was showing her a long pill (Vicodin possibly, she’s not a doctor) and 2 pink round pills (no clue what that means or what those are, but he kept showing them to her)

·         She said it seemed as though he took something and on top of it the pills….and the pills are what put him into cardiac arrest

·         She stated he coded twice….first time his chest hurt, breathing was heavy, but he wasn’t scared…he thought he’d be okay….then second time it occurred right after, he coded.  He wasn’t sure what was happening.

·         She said he’s a bit confused on the other side as to what’s happened

·         He keeps going back to his room, he’s asked you not to change anything in it yet…eventually, but not yet…he needs the constant right now

·         She mentioned a significance with spring/Easter?  She and I didn’t know what that meant???

·         He was also showing her his mouth/teeth…..wasn’t sure what that meant either or what he was trying to show her???

·         She asked if he had a medium to bigger dog that had passed/really hyper and full of energy.  I said yes, Hampton, and she said, know that he is with the dog.  I can see him playing and wrestling with him.  They are together.

·         She said he knows about the tree you planted, he showed it to her, and he knows of your necklace (I’m thinking the one you got with his fingerprint on it?)

·         He knows you lay in his bed and cry…he sees you; he keeps saying “I f’ed up….I didn’t know this would happen”

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 I want so bad to have a strong sign to me not thru someone, but to me to let me know you hear me..................I know in my nightly dream/nightmares I dream not just about you, but with you. you talk to me, I talk to you. There are conversations. I say I love you and you have said it to me, hugged me looked into my eyes.  Does that mean you are telling me something? I don't know I just know that regardless when I wake up I am crushed yet again.